tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55450006830445435702024-02-02T00:21:11.397-08:00CINDA HOCKING, LMSW: SELF-HEALTH 1- 2- 3Cinda is an experienced Clinical Social Worker with a specialty in health issues. Her work is focused on helping clients through wellness challenges and psychological barriers that interfere with their ability to create, choose, maintain and enjoy a healthier lifestyle. She is a member of the Five Dimensional Healing team in Ann Arbor, MI.Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-9038095516974867432011-01-10T20:16:00.000-08:002011-01-10T20:39:50.452-08:00What is "My Part"?It is hard, hearing and seeing all the news of violence and tragedy from a distance. We often feel helpless hopeless anger and fear; wishing that someone had been able to prevent it. After an event there is a desperate need to seek and understand causes and reasons so solutions can be built to minimize the probability of a repeat. We want to feel safer, and communicating from this stance of fear often devolves to blaming, and fault-finding language that incites more anger and fear. What is our part as individuals who are not directly involved? What can we do? There may be practical things we choose to do, such as donate money, volunteer time or expertise, or provide some support and education to those impacted. But even if we are not in a position to do a direct deed, there are powerful indirect deeds we can do that help - maybe not those in the crisis we are observing in the news - but certainly our neighbors, friends, family and community. Remember, we are all connected and interwoven so all our actions influence others and ripple outwards. If every day with the people we meet we do our best to practice compassion - listening, acknowledging the pain and suffering of ourselves and others, and caring for them - we have done our part. People who feel listened to, acknowledged and cared for tend to pass it on or pay it forward, even a little bit. That, my friends, is certainly is whole lot better than passing on the fear, anger, and anxiety that is free floating. Passing on the bad stuff is easy, having awareness, focus and determination to act on your potential, is a bit harder. So just do your part. It helps us all.Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-70736009109089051152011-01-07T15:12:00.000-08:002011-01-07T15:18:58.214-08:00New Year, New MomentMany people make new year's resolutions. I suggest you make new moment resolutions. They come about much more often, so there are far more opportunities! Each moment you catch yourself on autopilot, you can add awareness. Each moment you get triggered to react with old conditioned behavior, you can sit with the impulse a bit longer. Each moment you forget you live in an interdependent world, you can pause and look around you at all the elements that are influencing each other. So you forgot your New Year's resolution and ate too much, slept too little, talked too fast, or moved too slow. So what. There's always the next moment to reconnect and align with who you really are. Begin right now.Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-52050900702696692072010-02-28T16:19:00.000-08:002010-02-28T16:46:54.599-08:00Appraisal, Impulse, Action<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivlA34qXDwPIvtdSCQcphOYMqAH05i1ykjkZ0jfxczVerSaz7HZx6AYuUNKlhXDSXWj9dir0Z4eTb98zXACHQpMe80le-veO0abfFZwcsEYOfrX7H7v1zgJm5yx2p294Oop1UXqEngyWpK/s1600-h/j0427645.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivlA34qXDwPIvtdSCQcphOYMqAH05i1ykjkZ0jfxczVerSaz7HZx6AYuUNKlhXDSXWj9dir0Z4eTb98zXACHQpMe80le-veO0abfFZwcsEYOfrX7H7v1zgJm5yx2p294Oop1UXqEngyWpK/s200/j0427645.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5443460491368137746" /></a><br />When we believe a situation requires some sort of defensive reaction, our nervous system's "fight/flight/freeze/faint" impulse is triggered. This appraisal that there is a potential danger leads to an impulse to a defensive action. Although this may seem like an instantaneous reaction, we can consciously and significantly impact this process. But first, we have to be aware it is happening! <br /><br />There are two places in our defensive reactions where we can train ourselves to use breathing and compassionate observation techniques. The first place is at the beginning: we can question and/or re-evaluate our appraisal of the situation and this will mitigate/minimize the defensive impulse. The second place (and the easiest of the two to identify at first) is to use the breathing and compassionate observation to create a pause between the impulse and the action. This pause allows us to choose a response instead of defaulting to our conditioned response. <br /><br />These techniques are not difficult to do, but they are not easy to remember to use because they take practice and a returning of our attention again and again to our inner workings. It is a major re-training. It changes focus from what we stand against to what we stand for - empowering instead of enabling, facilitating instead of obstructing and expanding instead of contracting our energy in the face of unwanted/unexpected stimuli.Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-405375748423458922010-02-18T19:15:00.001-08:002010-02-18T19:31:48.750-08:00Getting Back To Blogging Because I Want To!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPGXq9f04BKG-3cbu6vP6U5ZA3Io_HyWyOTyMWG_3bwsj_E8UM5r23xf9ESGgpLgGI9juKStpTqYUqoOxJZplJfOkkJmQenGJnQsuez6WZyi_dJuYQ9QoXW7otnxzBerbpekvTdnEBJ8y1/s1600-h/j0438756.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPGXq9f04BKG-3cbu6vP6U5ZA3Io_HyWyOTyMWG_3bwsj_E8UM5r23xf9ESGgpLgGI9juKStpTqYUqoOxJZplJfOkkJmQenGJnQsuez6WZyi_dJuYQ9QoXW7otnxzBerbpekvTdnEBJ8y1/s200/j0438756.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5439791866749851234" /></a><br />Hi Friends, <br /><br />Yes it has been some time since I have blogged and the hiatus has been good. I was blogging carefully and semi-regularly, but it was because I should. Because I was told that it was smart to have a blog, to get and keep my name out there in cyberspace, to market, to network, to make a splash. All those reasons are good, but they aren't what motivates me to write. When I was putting myself on a schedule, it was just another thing I "should" do and felt obligated to do. Really, I like writing when I feel I have something of value to communicate - either a realization that might help others, an interesting something I have learned, a common thread that weaves through our lives...stuff like that. Tonight I'm focused on "how" I write, not just what I write about. I am observing myself and consciously infusing the act of writing with appreciation, enthusiasm and good posture :) Probably good advice for most daily actions! <br /><br />Warm Regards,<br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-39994185483899582722009-09-28T20:04:00.001-07:002009-09-28T20:53:15.347-07:00Health Care - Earned or Entitled?Do we want health care regardless of ability to pay to be our right as Americans, or do we think it is a benefit to be earned? This is a core issue being debated all over the country. <br /><br />Should everyone visiting the US be able to receive urgent or emergent care? Should children or the elderly have special consideration and coverage? No matter our opinion on these issues, we are freaked out about how we are paying for care now and how we might pay for it in the future. Right now costs are high. We are already paying for our unhealthy citizens in so many ways - just look around you at the decreasing quality of so many of our lives. <br /><br />We are becoming more overweight, diabetic, and depressed. We wait until we absolutely have to, and then visit our emergency rooms for care. This is a lot more expensive than a primary care physician or clinic. However, when there is no insurance and emergency rooms have to take you, it is clearly the easiest option. Lack of insurance coverage also discourages regular check-ups and deprives people of developing a relationship with a provider that can be key in in injury/illness prevention and health maintenance.<br /><br />I would like to see a system crafted that provided incentive for getting healthier and staying healthier. I hear from people daily who would like to learn self-care and health improvement skills but can't afford it. I want people to be able to gain skills and be empowered to improve their quality of life. Don't you? <br /><br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-7036517401351394642009-05-29T06:06:00.000-07:002009-05-29T06:19:24.070-07:00What To Do With A World of Hurt?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDe331_xcomWIF1QC28EP4K_UVFFc5JojNJR-GFJqVyLCzx092nAj_IjjzJUs0xXObSyvs4WT5erOV-PW32EJ4tZgWG8WFdwJ-mic9l49g4v8EHufgUSZC30c1yGZlRocnjg5npWnEurUX/s1600-h/j0437279.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 178px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDe331_xcomWIF1QC28EP4K_UVFFc5JojNJR-GFJqVyLCzx092nAj_IjjzJUs0xXObSyvs4WT5erOV-PW32EJ4tZgWG8WFdwJ-mic9l49g4v8EHufgUSZC30c1yGZlRocnjg5npWnEurUX/s200/j0437279.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5341233108816558930" border="0" /></a><br /><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0in; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";} @page Section1 {size:8.5in 11.0in; margin:1.0in 1.25in 1.0in 1.25in; mso-header-margin:.5in; mso-footer-margin:.5in; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--><p style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Hurt feelings, physical pain, suffering, anxiety, fear.</span><span style=";font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-size:100%;">These experiences are pervasive and compelling.</span><span style=";font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Ignoring them is foolish, as is indulging them.</span><span style=";font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Pretending there is no pain and suffering is willful ignorance, while focusing only on the power of pain and suffering places you in slavery to it.</span><span style=";font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">How</b> </span><b style=""><span style="font-size:100%;">does your ignoring or indulging the pain of the world help it be a better place?</span><span style=";font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-size:100%;">It doesn’t.</span><span style=";font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-size:100%;">So what does?</span></b></p><p style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;" class="MsoNormal"><br /><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p><o:p style="font-family: arial;"></o:p><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;" >Life wants to live! Every organism, down to the smallest component is programmed to try to live and make more life like itself. We are designed so anything that might threaten our safety is a trigger for our defenses to engage and anything that might help us survive is valued and grabbed onto. To immediately stop taking what you see and experience quite so personally, remember that every living thing is busy figuring out how not only to survive, but to thrive. Transcending and integrating that survival programming with our desire for creative expression, spiritual and social growth and harmony with the environment is what having consciousness is all about!</span> <p style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" face="arial" class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p style="font-family: arial;" face="arial" class="MsoNormal">Our nervous system provides signals we interpret as pain, anxiety, worry and fear which are <span style=""> </span>designed to stimulate our defenses when we need to focus on survival.<span style=""> </span>There are other signals, experienced as positive sensations, that tell us it is ok to relax.<span style=""> </span>Some responses are automatic and happen without involving our brain, such as reflexes, but the majority of patterned responses our brain develops through making meaning of experiences, and lots of practice.</p><p style="font-family: arial;" face="arial" class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style=""> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" face="arial" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" face="arial" class="MsoNormal">When we are young our brain is very elastic and we are excellent and quick learners. Our developing brains translate signals and stimuli from our nervous system, observing and creating response patterns to help with our survival.<span style=""> </span>Later, these patterns become more rigid, and it is harder to <i style="">integrate new information to strengthen and adapt old patterns and to create new patterns</i>.<span style=""> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">But it can be done, if we really want to. </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">And we should want to, because when we don’t our fear and conditioning get to run the show</span>.</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(51, 0, 153);" face="arial" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">Why do we usually wait until things are really difficult to break out of our patterns?<span style=""> </span>Can we train ourselves to be aware and more pro-active in our lives?<span style=""> </span>Yes we can.<span style=""> </span>We can do it through simple mindfulness of our breathing, by pausing and choosing an action consciously, by really listening and building solutions, rather than just defending our opinions.<span style=""><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=""><br /></span></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">The first step is to pay attention and notice our conditioning. When it tells us to withdraw, strike out, or submit/placate is the time to pause, take a breath and make a conscious decision whether to follow its advice, or not. </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">We always have the power to override conditioning, but we usually wait until extreme circumstances occur to do so. <span style=""> </span>Suicide and self-sacrifice are two obvious extreme examples of consciously overriding our survival instinct.<span style=""> </span>We override survival signals when we decide death is better than what is happening now.<span style=""> </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">We also override survival signals when we perceive a problem, value or goal larger and more important than our individual survival.</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">Sometimes we do not consciously override our conditioned survival patterns; instead, due to an overloaded/disengaged nervous system, we default to a “nothing left to lose” mode.<span style=""> </span>An overloaded/disengaged nervous system no longer provides consistent self-defense triggers or signals.<span style=""> </span>Circumstances that typically overload/disengage nervous systems are prolonged life-threatening situations such as imprisonment/torture, war, and deprivation of basic needs.<span style=""> </span>Such extreme conditions generally lead to depression, numbness, and withdrawal from life.<span style=""> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> </span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Occasionally they lead to transcendent states or acts of uncommon bravery</span><i style=""><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">, but this depends on the individual's interpretation of their circumstances</span></i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">. </span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">Most of us have systems that are hypersensitive/reactive, overloaded, numbed, or stuck in unhealthy patterns.<span style=""> </span>But just because you can’t undo the hurt, redress all the wrongs, and alleviate the suffering you witness and feel doesn’t mean you can’t help yourself and others.<span style=""> </span>As tempting as it is to try to run away or hide, life is so much more full when you stay aware and engaged.<span style=""> </span>Pick a focus:<span style=""> </span>a cause or problem you are passionate about, or the pain and suffering encountered in your daily life and address that.<span style=""> </span>The meaning you attach to your experience and observation of pain and suffering is key to allow you to override and integrate your survival instincts to help yourself and others.<span style=""> </span>You can consciously choose to affirm positive aspects of life rather than just surviving.<span style=""> </span>You can align yourself with a larger sense of purpose that helps break through the conditioning.<span style=""> </span>The conditioning isn’t bad and has its place, but it also isn’t complete.<span style=""> </span>You include it, but are so much more than it. <span style=""> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">You can start right now. And you can start again anytime.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">Warm Regards,</p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">Cinda</p>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-40366301178581302712009-04-26T16:08:00.000-07:002009-04-26T17:14:36.693-07:00You Call This Vacation?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibZsFTuPUS-eFu192OKV9wQhUFS1ISmNVh5C9Qt21MZy_UJwvIOEJKZ0tqC_Gxi7nFydV7G6jpXakO3EHw34CpmAS3JZAph6rDVL0oytwrB76ndkUV7EHB3fl25ztrkiL6S79UQ25Yijoy/s1600-h/j0438386.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 133px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibZsFTuPUS-eFu192OKV9wQhUFS1ISmNVh5C9Qt21MZy_UJwvIOEJKZ0tqC_Gxi7nFydV7G6jpXakO3EHw34CpmAS3JZAph6rDVL0oytwrB76ndkUV7EHB3fl25ztrkiL6S79UQ25Yijoy/s200/j0438386.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329156417509080322" border="0" /></a>
<br /><meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CUsers%5CCinda%5CAppData%5CLocal%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0in; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";} @page Section1 {size:8.5in 11.0in; margin:1.0in 1.25in 1.0in 1.25in; mso-header-margin:.5in; mso-footer-margin:.5in; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal">I have found the best way to stay stressed on a family vacation or outing - treat it like a job or duty and think it is all up to you to make it good for everyone. Take all complaints to heart and try to fix them immediately.
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<br /><span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Remember in order to make it nice and stressful, have an inflexible check list of things to do.<span style=""> </span>Hurry to see all the sights (or relatives) that you can, and get through as many as possible each day with a big fake smile on your face and wonder why no one is appreciating all the work you did to make it happen.<span style=""> </span>Constantly take pictures and video<span style=""></span>.<span style=""> </span>Buy memorabilia you have to carry around with the camera, snacks, jackets, hats, sunglasses and credit cards.<span style=""> </span>Buy and eat a lot of overpriced junk food while exhausted and grouchy from long lines and crowds just so you can get everyone to stop complaining for a minute.<span style=""> </span>
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<br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Sound familiar?</p><p class="MsoNormal">
<br /></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">How has this become our idea of vacation time?<span style=""> </span>Why are we doing it?<span style=""> </span>Where happened to cultivating your passion, learning new things, exploring new places and trying new activities?<span style="">
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<br /><span style=""></span></p><p class="MsoNormal">When a long family vacation comes around, we set ourselves up for stress and disappointment. If you feel desperate and in a hurry to squeeze the vacation for every last drop of fun, and expect the vacation to make up for all the hard days you've had, you are bound to find ways it isn't doing that. You will start to focus on what isn't working, rather than what is.</p><p class="MsoNormal">
<br /><span style=""></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="">You can break this pattern. </span>Go do something you enjoy with your loved ones, and also do something they enjoy.<span style=""> </span>Spend time with each other, walk, talk, play, sit around and take in the sights, and have spontaneous adventures.<span style=""> </span>The <span style="font-weight: bold;">way</span> that you do things is just as important as what you do. Ask everyone to pitch in when packing, cleaning up and doing chores on vacation. Play music, dance and be silly while you do the chores <span style="font-style: italic;">together</span>.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="">
<br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Vacation Stress Prevention Tip</span>: Don't wait until vacation and try to cram in doing things you enjoy. Every day take a vacation or outing from your daily routine for at least 15 minutes.<span style=""> </span>Do something you love.<span style=""> </span>Be with someone you love.<span style=""> </span>Sit in your hammock, soak your feet, get creative, feed your soul.<span style=""> </span>Simplify. Create the vacation you want to have, at least a little bit, each day.
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<br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Warm Regards,</p><p class="MsoNormal">Cinda
<br /></p> Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-18822042805655374312009-03-17T11:38:00.000-07:002009-03-17T12:08:51.673-07:00Why Meditation?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixoU7IXDrZ7T5IvUa0zY7A-paR1bEg-PViY2U27zrAwQ3B6XmAfARl5v9kyDTyTrlgYpMt_puVRA6SBZ251kzErUcWJD8sOQXtknYifC56hh82tIdtlT8nb3H_7d34zabZ0LM5F_0QwhR6/s1600-h/j0433055.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 133px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixoU7IXDrZ7T5IvUa0zY7A-paR1bEg-PViY2U27zrAwQ3B6XmAfARl5v9kyDTyTrlgYpMt_puVRA6SBZ251kzErUcWJD8sOQXtknYifC56hh82tIdtlT8nb3H_7d34zabZ0LM5F_0QwhR6/s200/j0433055.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314231011940439490" /></a><br />Meditation is the practice of training yourself in constant observation of your mind. You practice being aware of your emotions, sensations, and thoughts without jumping into judging, ignoring, or indulging them. Increased self-knowledge is the goal of meditation. With self-knowledge, you are better able to be fully conscious and present in all aspects of your life. One of the best benefits of increased self-awareness is the ability to work with your conditioned reactions to stressful stimuli. In meditation, you learn to see yourself more and more clearly by exercising your internal observer muscle. When the internal observer gains strength, you can begin to make more frequent conscious choices, so that while your history always informs you, it no longer always leads you. <br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">There are many types of meditation and varying techniques, but there are basic principles that are the foundation of most meditation practices. These essential components are: </span><br /><br />1) Learning to focus your mind on a chosen point, for example observing your breath, and then bringing your wandering mind back to that focus whenever you catch yourself (which you will) following something else and <br /><br />2) Simply observing everything that you are thinking and feeling. Notice everything happening through your senses, as well as the accompanying thoughts and emotions.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Basic meditation is not about quieting or stilling the mind, and is not all mysterious</span>. Meditation is quite simple, but is not a natural activity. We operate on autopilot most of the time, so it is challenging to learn to exercise conscious awareness. It takes consistent practice to cultivate and maintain this ability. Most people experience discomfort, boredom, restlessness and internal chatter when first begin to meditate. They think that because their mind and body are moving all around it means they are a failure, so they quit meditating. This is too bad because being able to observe all your internal activity is a good thing and means you are succeeding in increasing your awareness! Brains think, bodies feel, and nervous systems relay messages. All that natural activity is always happening, but with meditation you learn to be aware of it. What you are aware of, you can intentionally direct and use for positive purposes. What you are not aware of operates without your intention. In meditation, you are training yourself to pay attention differently than you ever have before. Instead of life happening “to” you, you start to see your life happening “because” of and “with” you. <br /><br />I highly recommend at least 15 minutes a day of meditation with a breath focus alternating with meditation with a simple observation focus. Even a few minutes at a time is helpful throughout your day. Meditation is an amazing tool for self-growth and improved health. <br /><br />Warm Regards,<br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-39417862070137306422009-02-15T07:21:00.000-08:002009-02-15T08:12:52.258-08:00Just Say OUCH!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizN_wkQRu7wyF8oIOOwS8k-KVmZmN8SmFsxXqttAAWQB9w-Da5LP-K3SNCYJwk7rxE-2HvWrL_vyUFZM0oGvZwsjdwoemC22_fHF_UebubbCiXnyN0kY4026Xa3OIVmp3l0-cXRWbMxgjv/s1600-h/j0433161.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizN_wkQRu7wyF8oIOOwS8k-KVmZmN8SmFsxXqttAAWQB9w-Da5LP-K3SNCYJwk7rxE-2HvWrL_vyUFZM0oGvZwsjdwoemC22_fHF_UebubbCiXnyN0kY4026Xa3OIVmp3l0-cXRWbMxgjv/s200/j0433161.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303057802079021106" border="0" /></a><br />When you get hit, physically or emotionally, it hurts. The weapon can be words, fists, or body language - they all hurt when you receive them. And, they hurt even more when they are attached to thoughts that diminish and victimize you.<br /><br />Most people don't want to admit it hurt, or get entirely wrapped up in how much it hurts so we inadvertently make the blow even harder by thinking there is something wrong with us - that we should have seen it coming and avoided it, that it shouldn't hurt so much, that we somehow brought it on or asked for it, that we are being wimpy because it did hurt, or wondering what was wrong with us that it happened at all. <span style="font-weight: bold;">REALIZE THIS- </span><span style="font-style: italic;">Just because what someone said or did hurt doesn't diminish me, and just because I took on the hit didn't make me a victim...unless I decided it did</span><span style="font-style: italic;">.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Reminder: whether the person meant to hit me or not, I received their action as a hit. </span>Regardless of their intent and whatever their reason was, I took an imprint of the action as a blow to my physical and emotional integrity, or as a threat to my sense of identity. Later, when I find out that maybe it was an accident, not intended to hurt, I misunderstood or misinterpreted the action, it helps me to repair and recover more quickly and give less power and meaning to the incident. If, however, the person really did intend their action, it was personal, it has the likelihood to become an even stronger imprint as my defensive conditioning is triggered.<br /><br />So just say Ouch! If you couldn't prevent a hit, didn't see it coming, then you minimize damage, learn from it, and begin to heal. Remember to stop adding to the pain by beating yourself up because it happened. Ask yourself what was really threatened, what was really damaged and what it really means to you. The meaning you attach to the blow is what adds to or diminishes its impact. The meaning you give it is what makes you a victim rather than an survivor. The meaning you give it can be an opportunity for growth or cause for despair. You didn't choose to get hit, but you can choose to move on.<br /><br />Warm Regards<br /><br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-54162559692741564992009-01-23T07:38:00.000-08:002009-01-23T08:12:18.126-08:00Telling the Truth – A Tool for Communication or a Weapon for Control?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsZUHMwVAQ9QvvKMDWWJwytedHLVewZhJuaHKnIcnNQ8QxBaUZkW5NgbObUe0jG2dJVxsmo3mVby2J5oFt7NVUN3u9PvqMWSyBGbGzcmVFTDn0f6uxDGL5j3JzhKVJxhSqU43IkKoQKVCG/s1600-h/j0439375.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 132px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsZUHMwVAQ9QvvKMDWWJwytedHLVewZhJuaHKnIcnNQ8QxBaUZkW5NgbObUe0jG2dJVxsmo3mVby2J5oFt7NVUN3u9PvqMWSyBGbGzcmVFTDn0f6uxDGL5j3JzhKVJxhSqU43IkKoQKVCG/s200/j0439375.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294521136012090498" border="0" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal">There is truth that feels good and truth that feels bad.<span style=""> </span>Today we are going to focus on the “hard” truths, the ones that are difficult to give or receive.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>We have all heard the sayings “The Truth Will Set You Free” and “Truth Hurts,” and depending on the delivery and the circumstances, both statements are indeed…true! Giving or receiving hard truth is both liberating and painful.<span style=""> </span>When illusions are stripped, a void is left where a new foundation needs to be built, but at the same time there is more clarity to build the new foundation on.<span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Whether giving or receiving, the truth is a powerful tool that demands responsible use.<span style=""> </span>The most responsible way to face truth is to ask yourself three things:<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <ol><li>What is the intention of the communication?</li><li>What is the effectiveness of the method that conveys that intention?</li><li>What is the expectation (desired results) of the communication?</li></ol> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Intention</span>:<span style=""> </span>Our intention for using the truth can range from attempting to build understanding to attempting to control behavior or circumstances.<span style=""> </span>Unclear or hurtful intentions will dilute or negate any potential positive effect that is hoped for. If you know your intention when giving and receiving someone's truth, then you are more able to keep to your positive goals and purpose in the interaction.<br /></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Method</span>:<span style=""> </span>The truth is powerful, no denying it.<span style=""> </span>How it is delivered as well as the state of mind of the participants make a huge difference on how it is received. <span style="font-style: italic;">Our relationship with ourselves at any given moment always impacts our relationship with others</span>. Hard truth can be delivered with compassion, with force, with tentativeness, or indirectly, depending on the skill and emotions of the individual.<span style=""> </span>It can be received with compassion, defensiveness, confusion, or denial.<span style=""> </span>This does not make it any less or more true, but it does make it more or less heard and more or less acted on!<span style=""> </span>Think about your triggers, what makes it harder and easier for you to give or receive difficult feedback.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Expectation</span>:<span style=""> </span>The expectation is the desired result of the communication.<span style=""> </span>Is it gratitude, understanding, change, participation problem solving, or just seeking understanding?<span style=""> </span>Watch yourself and your triggers if when giving or receiving truth you find yourself getting hooked into wanting someone to share the pain and suffering you are feeling.<span style=""> </span>You will likely get what you want in this goal for the short term, but this tactic can destroy the potential for creating long term solutions that also may be a mutual goal.<span style=""> If you think more expansively when faced with your triggers, remember we are all trying to avoid pain and suffering and be happier (even if we choose dysfunctional ways to try to achieve it). What do you really want to achieve here? Keeping your bigger picture in mind helps keep the hard truth from being denied or becoming the only thing in your mind.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""><span style="font-style: italic;">Remember, you are always more than your emotions, thoughts, and meanings you attach to them - you are also the energy which directs it all. You are both the observer and the observed. Aligning these aspects to work together for your growth and goals...that's a wonderful thing.</span><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="">Warm Regards,<br /></span></p> Cinda<br /><br />Check out our programs and products website at<br /><a href="http://www.internalenergyplus.com/">http://www.internalenergyplus.com</a><br />for tools and techniques for your personal and professional lifeSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-79367937480460032512008-12-23T12:52:00.000-08:002008-12-23T13:29:48.723-08:00Reclaiming the Holidays<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7jJ4kuZhIXN6Qv4Bv7hCZlCWMNOleesaA1C4G-goEBiK6FKHw8tMO222FkiHdOsHg-pA25vKgmkBzIw8BZbny50JnAGJ5m8GbO8kokTfIPtHxiki25OhGkR-S_fkXR0Ix6lOST6Lqf2Z0/s1600-h/j0426641.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 119px; height: 178px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7jJ4kuZhIXN6Qv4Bv7hCZlCWMNOleesaA1C4G-goEBiK6FKHw8tMO222FkiHdOsHg-pA25vKgmkBzIw8BZbny50JnAGJ5m8GbO8kokTfIPtHxiki25OhGkR-S_fkXR0Ix6lOST6Lqf2Z0/s200/j0426641.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5283099724995873330" border="0" /></a><br />What does the winter holiday you celebrate mean to you?<br /><br />The word "holiday" comes from the term "holy day". According to the Free Dictionary, "Holy" has many meanings depending on its use:<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />1.</span> Belonging to, derived from, or associated with a divine power; sacred<div class="ds-list"><b>2. </b> Regarded with or worthy of worship or veneration; revered<span class="illustration"></span></div><div class="ds-list"><b>3. </b> Living according to a strict or highly moral religious or spiritual system; saintly</div><div class="ds-list"><b>4. </b> Specified or set apart for a religious/spiritual purpose<span class="illustration"><br /></span></div><div class="ds-list"><b>5. </b> Solemnly undertaken; sacrosanct<span class="illustration"><br /></span></div><div class="ds-list"><b>6. </b> Regarded as deserving special respect or reverence<span class="illustration"><br /><br /></span></div>Holidays have evolved (or devolved) to include purely commercial and practical purposes. Nowadays, holidays consist of time off work, time for family life and feasting, and extra opportunity for recreation, celebration and gratitude. On holidays we are given permission to rest from our daily routine and ideally use the time to focus on things that make life enjoyable, purposeful, meaningful and fulfilling.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">What can you do this holiday season, and continue to do every day, so that each day has at least a little holiday in it? What can you do, give, appreciate, or take care of today to add a bit more holiday to your life? When that's done, can you do something else tomorrow? </span><br /><br />Is there any reason to wait for a special day to show and share gratitude, generosity, gaiety and growth? Why is any other day any more worthy or special than this day and this moment right now? What is stopping you? What is helping you?<br /><br />Warm Regards,<br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-74229303178144026542008-11-25T09:00:00.000-08:002009-09-29T13:37:39.575-07:00Jealousy and Envy 101<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrbr754_m82OQEtnM7kSbf-hJH4sS6NIE-6biu2hpbRr2V85qCK2CwhcNLmmM2pio_26yYzZawp9NMkt4r3_5nH0GwNXqENAnQV46qELJSNHb3_Bj-JJbK2PsiVT57ahN8Y2485rCaWJbB/s1600-h/j0438949.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 133px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrbr754_m82OQEtnM7kSbf-hJH4sS6NIE-6biu2hpbRr2V85qCK2CwhcNLmmM2pio_26yYzZawp9NMkt4r3_5nH0GwNXqENAnQV46qELJSNHb3_Bj-JJbK2PsiVT57ahN8Y2485rCaWJbB/s200/j0438949.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272645503166097458" border="0" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal">My basic philosophy is summed up best in a quote (I don’t know who first said it)<span style="font-weight: bold;"> “relationship is primary, everything else is derivative.”</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span>Everything we experience is generated by our relationships (real or imaginary) with something we perceive.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>All of us have been jealous or envious of another and what we perceive about their relationships.<span style=""> </span>And most of us have been jealous and envious more often than we like to admit!<br /><o:p></o:p><br />Here is how it usually goes:<span style=""> </span>we see someone else with something we used to have, wish we had, or want to have more of.<span style=""> </span>When we admire someone it is because they exhibit some quality we find valuable, or have something/someone we used to have in our lives, wish we had in our lives or want to develop more of in our lives.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Sometimes we are able to feel glad for the other person while wishing it was us having that relationship instead or along with them.<span style=""> </span>Other times we simply experience a sense of unfairness, and we do not wish the other person well.<span style=""> </span>In this case, we think they don’t deserve it (and we do) or there is not enough for both of us and if they have it, we can’t.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><i style="">Whatever it is we perceive the other person having, we think that our not having it diminishes us somehow.<span style=""> </span>Or, their possession of it threatens a key component to our identity, usually a sense of being special or important.<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></i></p> <p class="MsoNormal">This conditioned response is based in a <i style="">scarcity model</i> of life.<span style=""> </span>We feel that the other person having something means there is less or none of that admirable thing available for us.<span style=""> </span>And, at one level, this perception is accurate.<span style=""> </span>If someone else gets the last tank of gas at the pump, there is indeed no more gas in that pump for you.<span style=""> </span>However, there are likely other gas stations you could go to in order to fill up.<span style=""> </span>Alternately, there are cars that run on other types of fuel and many alternate ways to get yourself from point A to point B.<span style=""> </span>However, if all you are focused on is who got the last drop of gas in that particular pump, then indeed there is something you can’t and don’t have.<span style=""> </span>When we say “there is an energy crisis” what we really mean is there is a fossil fuel crisis.<span style=""> </span>There is plenty of energy, but not enough of a certain type that we <span style="font-style: italic;">prefer</span> and are <span style="font-style: italic;">used to</span> using.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Often, <span style="font-style: italic;">when jealousy or envy is triggered, what is threatened is our habitual and preferred way of thinking about ourselves as special.</span><span style=""><span style="font-style: italic;"> </span> </span>When others appear not to recognize our specialness, or take something to which we feel entitled, we go from feeling secure to feeling inadequate and uncertain.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>What are some good strategies for taking our jealous and envious reactions and the energy created by them and using it to create abundance instead of scarcity, to respond positively to the challenge instead of indulging in destructive behavior?<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p><br /><b style="">How To Use Your Jealousy and Envy For Growth - Some Easy Guidelines</b>:<span style=""><br /></span></p>1) <b style="">Don’t Just Imitate – Integrate!</b> <p class="MsoNormal">You will never be anything but a second-rate version of someone else.<span style=""> </span>You may admire the qualities and skills of another, but anytime you catch yourself inflating or diminishing yourself when comparing yourself with them, you are missing the point.<span style=""> </span>Go ahead and learn and integrate the skills and behaviors you admire in the other person, but make them your own, imbue them with your unique expression.<span style=""> Be the absolute first-rate you!<br /></span><br />2)<span style=""> </span><b style="">Don’t just Agitate – Motivate!</b></p> <p class="MsoNormal">If you want something, how can you get it in a way that benefits everyone in the relationship?<span style=""> </span>How can you take your desire for change and have it add to, rather than take away from the relationship? <span style=""> </span>What can you do that doesn’t rely on needing to inflate yourself or deflate another in order to feel ok?<span style=""> Don't just react against something and stew in the feelings of unfairness and inadequacy that your jealousy generates, do something positive for yourself that you can feel good about. Being against something is easy, being for yourself...that takes some action!<br /></span><br />3)<span style=""> </span><b style="">Don’t Just Regurgitate – Innovate!</b></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Ask yourself these questions before just going on autopilot and spewing the usual reaction to your envy or jealousy</p> <ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc"><li class="MsoNormal" style="">Is there really scarcity here – not enough for me to share in?</li><li class="MsoNormal" style="">Do I feel a sense of unfairness?</li><li class="MsoNormal" style="">Do I see myself as a victim here?<span style=""> </span>What are the advantages and disadvantages of my victim mindset?<span style=""> </span></li><li class="MsoNormal" style="">What can I do right now that is a new behavior to free me from my negative pattern?</li></ul> <p class="MsoNormal">Realize that your perception and subsequent interpretation of your experiences are mostly learned and should be questioned as they may or may not be accurate. <span style=""></span>Whatever you interact with can provide a sounding board, a focus, a mirror, a target, an excuse, permission to feel your feelings, inspiration to think your thoughts, and material to derive meaning and purpose from life.<span style=""> </span>What you choose to do is up to you.<span style=""> </span>Why not use each experience to learn and grow? What are you waiting for?</p>Warm Regards,<br /><br />Cinda<br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-89469019273992146052008-10-28T16:09:00.000-07:002009-09-28T19:46:53.506-07:00Simple Doesn't Mean Easy<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhc52hYmrlCWsvzeGoVVjs4Md-ntavkX08DOS9HdfXeI2yO8bkroyILa2zBWWZAAub2WPhaCx2-l1s1e3Cny8PgWA5nlsiuY0x7cJu7N6j6GgmhF3sg4MgSrhD7zRo4dhiJWZ0nFTdzyNVW/s1600-h/j0427789.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhc52hYmrlCWsvzeGoVVjs4Md-ntavkX08DOS9HdfXeI2yO8bkroyILa2zBWWZAAub2WPhaCx2-l1s1e3Cny8PgWA5nlsiuY0x7cJu7N6j6GgmhF3sg4MgSrhD7zRo4dhiJWZ0nFTdzyNVW/s200/j0427789.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5262364830949145954" border="0" /></a><br />Many of the tried and true practices offered to enhance self-growth, personal development, and build relationships are quite simple in theory. The concepts are easy to understand, make sense ethically and logically, and they sound easy to implement. And, they would be easy to practice if we were doing them with our whole heart and mind, but we usually aren't. Instead, they compete with the conditioned behaviors and responses which, (although they are hidden from our conscious mind) are our default operating mode. We try to insert a new practice into a maze of conflicting priorities. We are stressed and exhausted and worried while longing to realize our personal truth, deepest goals and essential selves.<br /><br />One of the most common mistakes we make when we start a new practice for self-growth, is to expect results to happen immediately. If they don't, we think the practice isn't working and give up. Most people don't test the efficacy of a new practice by giving it enough time to become a pattern compelling enough to replace the old behavior or problem. We really want there to be a magic remedy - something that comes from outside of us and fixes everything. We may know that the only lasting changes we make come from within, but we wish a lightning bolt solution would strike us and fix what ails us!<br /><br />Many people experience the beginning stages of empowerment of our true essence at retreats, or in places where the environment does not contain our usual stressers and triggers. We leave these experiences euphoric and motivated. But, when we get home and are no longer isolated from our day-to-day lives, our the ability to maintain that state of mind is sorely challenged. The autopilot reactions we learned to cope with conflict and unwanted stimuli step back into the forefront again, unless we are very aware and consistently practice the strategies or methods we have chosen to improve our life experience.<br /><br />When you decide what you want to do to improve your experience of life, whether it is<br />eating healthier foods, getting more exercise, meditation, practicing mindfulness, spiritual study, or another creative expression, you need to keep at it daily so it has the opportunity to become as easy for you as your current behaviors are. Our undesired behaviors and reactions had many years to become habit, so we need to allow the new activity time to be cultivated, grow, and blossom.<br /><br />Here are a few techniques you can use to keep your focus and re-commit to your new practices daily:<br /><ul><li>Remembering that creating and sustaining new behaviors takes thought and effort at the beginning<br /></li><li>Remembering why we chose to do this - what are the benefits we are intending</li><li>Finding ways to create the intended benefits throughout the day in smaller units, in addition to regular more lengthy practice</li><li>Approach the new practice as a pleasure because of the benefits it provides, rather than focusing on how difficult it is because it is new and different</li><li>Tracking progress and challenges in a journal or log - puts more intention into the activity</li></ul><br />I encourage you to contact me to let me know how the ideas and suggestions from these blogs are working for you. I want to hear about what works best, where you are challenged, and any adaptations you have discovered. You can reply directly to the blog or email me at cindahocking@yahoo.com.<br /><br />Warm Regards,<br /><br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-26761948757922448082008-09-24T18:48:00.000-07:002008-09-25T06:04:34.298-07:00The Problem With Hope<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiu91Eb9x_TUscPihoaJVumiwYbQFG0fFwwi6-zU5YrZT7xG2hNFge-mBvtPx2dm877WehPr5j3tn3db-N_Y5AGOKsIViAY_heJDHMVpUh_I3SGFqGWUKhdw6DWOWDwPbPXRq5Q8_XCoFKH/s1600-h/j0438907.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiu91Eb9x_TUscPihoaJVumiwYbQFG0fFwwi6-zU5YrZT7xG2hNFge-mBvtPx2dm877WehPr5j3tn3db-N_Y5AGOKsIViAY_heJDHMVpUh_I3SGFqGWUKhdw6DWOWDwPbPXRq5Q8_XCoFKH/s200/j0438907.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5249799905698499666" border="0" /></a><br />Dear Friends<br /><br />Hope is something we generally think of as positive. It keeps us going in tough times and is the light at the end of our tunnel of suffering. But, hard as it may be to believe, hope has a dark side. The dark side is that hope exists primarily as a reflection of anxiety. Hope, like anxiety, is all about what might happen in the future, not about what is happening in the moment. We set up hoped-for circumstances which, if we attain, we believe will make our lives more successful and fulfilling. Setting goals is not the problem, it is when we postpone living right now until those conditions have been met that creates our absence in the present moment. Anything that threatens our hoped-for future turns into a cause for anxiety.<br /><br />The biggest disadvantage of using hope to cope, according to the gifted author Dr. Richard Moss is when "we substitute heading for our lives for actually living." In other words, we use hope to avoid and evade what we are actually feeling and what is really happening right now. In our search for success, we become focused on the future, avoiding self-examination of what our senses, bodies, emotions and thoughts are teaching us as well as the enjoyment and growth opportunities of the present moment. Instead, we fast-forward through the moment, working towards a future in which we hope we will have the time and space to really start living. We live in hope that "things might get better." Is living in hope really much different than living in anxiety? Anxiety's only different because the thoughts about the future are primarily worry that "things might get worse". However, both of these perspectives diminish our capacity to truly "be" in the present moment.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">More often than not, we use hope to hide from ourselves. We don't really believe in the power of the moment and that the experiences of the past and possibilities of the future inform but don't define who we are, unless we let them. Who we are is happening right here, right now. In each moment we can redefine it, but we have to be fully in the moment to do that!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">An exercise you can use to experience the fullness of the moment</span> rather than escaping into hope (or anxiety) is to stop when you catch yourself longing to be elsewhere and just let yourself feel and tune into what is going on within and around you. Notice your bodily sensations, the environment, your feelings and thoughts. Pay attention and be aware like this for a minimum of five breaths. You will be amazed at the richness and detail that surfaces around and within you when you do this. It gives you a much-needed respite from the relentless swing of hope/anxiety, judging/appeasing, building ourselves up/knocking ourselves down we usually operate in.<br /><br />While we all may know deep down that the moment is really all there actually is, we don't usually practice being in it! I have been amazed how simply bringing awareness and attention to the present, regardless of whether I like what is happening or not, creates a tremendous sense of clarity and appreciation for my life, as well as a sense of fullness that far exceeds my hopes.<br /><br />Warm Regards,<br /><br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-90727120578390160032008-09-03T13:38:00.000-07:002008-09-04T18:28:38.335-07:00Understanding Our Own Minds<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisSukJyVT80_cyi5BYzer-X2FySFJoh0-TGqN9v3REibQVtkq8Bfj3lXtCAcWOarIXkHaBLSc2-EGqqVoNz7-8Fl7a1QX0mTvKZLknxZ0F7-l_M4EuaDugowKBxD15v90Tyubl6TXnJEep/s1600-h/j0438746.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisSukJyVT80_cyi5BYzer-X2FySFJoh0-TGqN9v3REibQVtkq8Bfj3lXtCAcWOarIXkHaBLSc2-EGqqVoNz7-8Fl7a1QX0mTvKZLknxZ0F7-l_M4EuaDugowKBxD15v90Tyubl6TXnJEep/s200/j0438746.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5242338653582195282" border="0" /></a><br />Hi Friends,<br /><br />Due to the nature of our early life we all have unconsciously programmed and conditioned behaviors and reactions that helped us survive our earlier years, but left us with a lot of trouble understanding ourselves once we mature! During our formative stages we learned methods to avoid pain and survive, emotionally, physically, and socially. The methods we learned were based on our natural temperment and how others in our environment reacted to the way we expressed ourselves. Their reactions usually taught us we were insufficient or not enough of what was required, or that our natural expressiveness was excessive or too much for them. We learned what was acceptable and not acceptable to others, and to suppress, hide and deny aspects of ourselves which were disapproved of. When we felt the need to control the reactions of others the basic choices we saw to take charge of the situation were to <span style="font-style: italic;">anticipate and accommodate, defy and rebel, or stonewall and withdraw</span>. These survival strategies became seamlessly integrated into our identity and their origin forgotten. Unfortunately, the underlying belief that most of us took away from our early conditioning is that our real, true selves are inadequate and unworthy. This fear remains lurking in our unconscious, getting triggered by situations that stress or threaten the positive or negative social identity we have created to mask or calm this fear.<br /><br />Our social identity is comprised of roles such as the "spoiled girl" the "successful businessman" the "creative artist" or the "funny fat guy." When the identities we use to cover our feelings of insufficiency are questioned, we are thrown into survival mode and our early programming and conditioning takes over. Some examples: even when you are trained and relatively competent at a job do you get the feeling that you are a fraud and your expertise is not real? Have you felt like someone questioning you at all invalidates and insults you? This is that early conditioning and fear of underlying inadequacy getting triggered.<br /><br />It is easy to get triggered because we also tend to overly value, idealize and identify with whatever aspects of our social personality we are using to cover our fear of inadequacy and unworthiness. The more able we are to understand how our minds work, the more curious we become and the less threatened we feel when one of our roles and social identities is questioned or challenged.<br /><br />The next time you feel yourself getting triggered, try naming and staying with the feeling (without overly identifying with it) and ask yourself what it is you fear. If you can name the feeling, the thoughts that feed it and observe it, you can make a more informed choice of behavior. When you get stressed or threatened, notice whether and when you automatically anticipate and accommodate, defy and rebel, or stonewall and withdraw. Get the feelings, accompanying thoughts and fear out where you can see them, and you'll be amazed what you learn about your own mind!<br /><br />Warm Regards,<br /><br />CindaSifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-76292874201471108362008-07-08T08:00:00.000-07:002008-07-17T20:06:27.999-07:00Who Am I, Really? Are My Roles My Identity?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0mQN-g_fmn6gggxdtVy49GLla1SAyPhf8U3SQCRLaKCSyvOhmWzpS2pArZ81qDqvyWTJ6uxSC0zxpQpNW8Dr2rib0uSlVB4cogj7nyIcSa-Vef__QpC0qJ97kh7xSgohkKLidsu2Cwb5A/s1600-h/j0439356.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0mQN-g_fmn6gggxdtVy49GLla1SAyPhf8U3SQCRLaKCSyvOhmWzpS2pArZ81qDqvyWTJ6uxSC0zxpQpNW8Dr2rib0uSlVB4cogj7nyIcSa-Vef__QpC0qJ97kh7xSgohkKLidsu2Cwb5A/s200/j0439356.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224185045713798114" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;" >Dear Friends,<br /><br />In </span><st1:country-region style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" st="on"><st1:place st="on">America</st1:place></st1:country-region><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;" > not a social occasion goes by without someone asking within the first 5 minutes of meeting someone “what do you do?” People ask each other about their roles making a living and producing value for society to help them define each other quickly and feel more at ease. The context of your major life roles gives them a way to figure out what relationship to have with you, and what value you have or could provide to them, and what they may need to do in exchange. It provides social rules and guidelines for behavior. I am primarily “John’s mom” to my son’s friends, I was “the social worker” to hospital staff, and a “student” in seminars I attended. <span style="font-style: italic;">This need for definition is both limiting and comforting. </span> </span> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>I remember being surprised traveling in <st1:place st="on">Europe</st1:place> years ago when the question of “what do you do?” didn’t come up in conversation for a long time.<span style=""> </span>Instead, people wanted to know “who are you?”<span style=""> </span>They were interested in what moved you and what you had passion for.<span style=""> </span>They wanted to know what values you had and what essential components flavored ALL your roles.<span style=""> </span>Their way of figuring you out was to look at what makes you tick.<span style=""><br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p>We all have many roles in life that we play, and these roles we play or refuse to play take prominence on the different stages we act on.<span style=""> </span>When we are with our families, we are focused on being (or rebelling against and not being) mothers, brothers, daughters.<span style=""> </span>When we are providing something society requires in exchange for wages we are waiters, doctors, teachers, plumbers.<span style=""> </span>When we are learning a skill, we are students.<span style=""> </span>We are all of the roles we play, yet no one role completely defines us.<span style=""> </span>And <span style="font-style: italic;">if one role does define us, the threatened or actual loss of that role is devastating to our sense of identity</span>.<span style=""> </span></p> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>We see people become lost with a diminished sense of meaning and purpose when the role or context of a role that has become part of their identity is removed.<span style=""> </span>This happens when we retire, children move out, we lose spouses, become chronically ill, or move away from a familiar environment.<span style=""> </span></p> <p face="arial" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>However, some people feel restricted by their roles and seek out role changes to provide them with a renewed sense of freedom and ability to find and reconfigure their essence pieces into a new definition of self.<span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span></p> <o:p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"></o:p><p face="arial" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Here is an exercise to help you discover and cultivate the question “Who Am I, Really?”</span><span style=""><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal">This will help you learn to live more from a sense of identity that is integrated into yet transcends the roles you play. You can begin to develop this skill by asking and answering a few simple, yet profound questions.</p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>FIRST - you want to ask and learn <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">“what is my essence, what defines me?”</span><span style=""> </span>This question alone will provide tremendous insight if you really answer it.<span style=""> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Caution</span> - <span style="font-style: italic;">this question alone is not enough</span>.<span style=""> </span>You could think about it all day.<span style=""> </span>Most of us do think about this while resenting or feeling stifled in our life roles.<span style=""> </span>We then become more involved with worrying about how “this isn’t it” or “this isn’t me” than actually working with developing what IS.<span style=""> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>SECOND, you want to ask - <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">"what actions do I take to develop and demonstrate it in ALL my roles?</span><span style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">" </span><br /></span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal">There are some details you can explore that may help you in answering these questions:</p> <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;" >1) Is there something I do everywhere, all the time? .<br /><br />2) What about me flavors and spices every role I play, yet is also independent of all those roles? </span> <o:p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /><br /></o:p><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;" >HOW TO USE ROLE CONFUSION AND CONFLICT FOR PERSONAL GROWTH</span> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal">Have you noticed how unsettled people become when your behavior doesn’t match their idea of how a role “should” be played, or when your idea of how to act in a role doesn’t match theirs?<span style=""> </span>The simplest example is the discomfort people have with not being able to tell what someone’s gender or sexual orientation is.<span style=""> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Have you noticed how unsettled you become when the behaviors you feel are needed for your various roles clash, or the demands of your roles conflict with each other?<span style=""> </span>The ultimate choices of behavior you make in these situations tell you a lot about your self-identity.</p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>DON’T FORGET - we have all sorts of ideas of who we really are, but we also have to then take the actions to manifest them ,or they remain untapped potential.<span style=""> </span><span style="font-style: italic;">If your actions don’t show it, how is anyone else to really know it, or get to know the real you? </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">Define yourself in your roles, don’t let your notions of a role define you.</span><span style=""> </span>Our roles provide opportunities to express our essence, yet usually we use them to limit ourselves and others.<span style=""> </span><span style="font-style: italic;">How can you start right now to make every action, in every role, more authentic and real?</span><span style=""> </span>Ideas, feelings, and core values are internal catalysts, motivators and fuel, but <span style="font-weight: bold;">no matter what role we are in, our actions are what tell others who we really are</span>. </p> <p style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p>Embrace yourself, be yourself. Let your words express your essence. Let your deeds match your words. There will always be opinions, there will always be judgments. Someone will always think and feel something about you. It might as well be about who you really are!</o:p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><o:p><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Cinda</span><br /></o:p></p><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></p>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-922801563824881732008-06-16T19:29:00.001-07:002009-09-28T19:52:39.030-07:00MEETINGS AT WORK: ASKING THE RIGHT QUESTIONS<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCWH6n1366cBdu-lLOvRs8xElEyCup-i0JmO9fAy0_hLFZuO7zlhJj502-hJMESty5p-e1DuDCJ8RSxThfktlc-kjdzVZ24mCJMiRwt-u7VRDsOPw0jOgZxYprou3_xDkwQPdx7E_gQfu7/s1600-h/Another+exciting+seminar..jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212830560153597522" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCWH6n1366cBdu-lLOvRs8xElEyCup-i0JmO9fAy0_hLFZuO7zlhJj502-hJMESty5p-e1DuDCJ8RSxThfktlc-kjdzVZ24mCJMiRwt-u7VRDsOPw0jOgZxYprou3_xDkwQPdx7E_gQfu7/s200/Another+exciting+seminar..jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">Dear Friends,<br /></span><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic"></span><br /><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic;font-size:130%;" >Turn Meetings at work from <strong>Deadly Dull</strong> to <strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">Dynamically Directed</span></strong> with the use of these Simple Questions.</span></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal" face="arial">Here is a quick example of a practical way to immediately start improving meetings at work.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Meetings are a necessary part of most jobs, but we often dread them because the tone and atmosphere is either a confrontational “prove yourself” reporting, or a dull recitation of details that seem irrelevant or are just "going through the motions".<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="FONT-FAMILY: arial">You can easily make meetings more dynamic by knowing the right questions to ask.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Adding just a <span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">few key questions</span> can keep your meeting on target, and more productive.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">If you are the manager or the one organizing the meeting</span>, answer these questions of yourself before you prepare the agenda.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></p><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:arial;" >What is the purpose of the meeting? Why are we here?<br /><br /></span><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:arial;" >What are the goals, objectives we are hoping to achieve?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For example, is the meeting’s purpose to work on a big picture, detail, or process focus? Is it supposed to:</span><br /><br /><br /><ul><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Give information/further understanding,</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Solicit feedback or ideas; </span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Outline specific goals or productivity expectations;</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Gain commitment to goal/project;</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Report on progress/obstacles;</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Discuss and assign specific incremental tasks to reach end result desired;</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Discuss end results desired; or </span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:arial;">Build shared vision?</span></li></ul><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">If you are the employee </span>you can interject these questions when a topic is stuck (or being flipped back and forth to avoid any resolution) and not being addressed. For example, if a manager is reporting endlessly on an upcoming project which generates a lot of ideas but no action plan, you can ask about the results that are expected and the incremental tasks needed to achieve them. You can ask about the timeframes within which certain phases will be completed. You don’t have to know all the answers yourself, because the right questions will elicit the best responses. </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#000000;">An important strategy: </span><strong>To avoid scapegoats and shirkers you can ask “what are <em>we</em> going to do?” and "How can we equitably divide this responsibility?" Then, tasks can be assigned within the social contexts of fairness and sharing.</strong></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">You will avoid taking on more than your share and not allow anyone to disown his or her share of the work. But be aware -- if you do not set an example and immediately accept a portion of the responsibility prior to asking this type of direct question or immediately after having asked it, you will not be effective...in fact, instead of being an inspiration for taking responsibility, you will look like a hypocrite. As a general rule, you must set an example by your actions to set the tone for your questions. This is true for both employers and employees...for both team leaders, and team members.<br /></span><br />We all hope if we're patient, someone else will fix the problems we observe in life. We know deep inside that <strong>no changes happen just by waiting and wishing for someone to set us free, give us rights, notice our discomfort, or pay us the wages we deserve</strong>. We need to stop <em>enduring</em> and start <em>curing </em>the deadly meeting doldrums. Asking the right fundamental questions in a directed manner helps convert <em>expended</em> time <yawn>into <em>invested </em>time. A meeting is only as good as the results that it produces.</span><br /><br />Try this strategy and let me know how it works for you.--Cinda<br /><br />Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-59870632342411433362008-05-14T19:09:00.000-07:002009-09-28T19:54:26.223-07:00Postural Techniques for Clarity and Focus<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9BOmBjp2dnMb76WkJyhWnCQOWT1KmPSU-_tn8_7JTbnMQkIfsU4f1SVpfu3yrAGn8rrjcnHbzrDvnV4NyJ8TjrF55jUwhxNK0-qWKlsDtoU3AF_uSWm3rwutKJmsOzwIkGMCMoUbfizmg/s1600-h/Hobbies+Make+For+A+Happy+Marriage%21.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5201729536602762690" style="margin: 0px 0px 10px 10px; float: right;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9BOmBjp2dnMb76WkJyhWnCQOWT1KmPSU-_tn8_7JTbnMQkIfsU4f1SVpfu3yrAGn8rrjcnHbzrDvnV4NyJ8TjrF55jUwhxNK0-qWKlsDtoU3AF_uSWm3rwutKJmsOzwIkGMCMoUbfizmg/s200/Hobbies+Make+For+A+Happy+Marriage%21.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9lhdG2l-_V4vOxYrRSHHPYh_ijwo7P2E6blRAUAtlU-kQZx33n3v6j9Mhzg1ZW4-b67zUqRh0NR7zXwCfhWVbKmaB9FuhUg7ICs9ntgFic32NPu4DgvRZp6PERZQf7zaOkwpwm_CtBr37/s1600-h/funny_animated_pictures_15.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5201726633204870578" style="margin: 0px 0px 10px 10px; float: right; width: 5px; height: 11px;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9lhdG2l-_V4vOxYrRSHHPYh_ijwo7P2E6blRAUAtlU-kQZx33n3v6j9Mhzg1ZW4-b67zUqRh0NR7zXwCfhWVbKmaB9FuhUg7ICs9ntgFic32NPu4DgvRZp6PERZQf7zaOkwpwm_CtBr37/s200/funny_animated_pictures_15.gif" border="0" height="128" width="151" /></a> Dear Readers:<br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Have you ever noticed that how you <strong>move</strong>, <strong>stand</strong> and <strong>sit </strong>influences how you feel and how well you think?<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>When you are feeling fuzzy, tired, upset, or happy, take a moment to notice what your body is doing. Without changing anything, observe what your <em>autopilot physical positions</em> are when you are in these emotional/mental states.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><strong><em>What do you automatically do physically to express or repress what is going on with your mind/emotions?</em></strong></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">If you haven’t checked yourself in this way, you are missing out on an incredibly simple tool to shift or elevate mood and improve clarity of thought.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Your body is constantly reflecting and communicating, to yourself and to others, what you are feeling and thinking.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Just as your mind affects your body, your body affects your mind.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>They are an inseparable system.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>A shift in one area impacts the whole.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>I still remember the first time I really noticed how I stood when I was bored or irritated, for example, when waiting in a long line at the check-out or in a traffic jam. <span style="font-size:0;"> </span>I was unconsciously making myself feel worse by keeping my chin and gaze down, clenching my hands, and slumping/curving my shoulders inwards.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><br /><o:p></o:p></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>One day I purposefully set forth to change my posture... and yes, my mood changed as well.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>But what was more surprising to me was how differently I was treated by others when I shifted my posture.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>During one day of purposefully standing straighter, taller, and with more relaxation, I had three positive experiences with clerks who were harassed and stressed themselves. <span style="font-size:0;"> </span>I am particularly sensitive to the moods of others, so what was most interesting is that their moods did not affect me nearly as strongly as usual when I maintained a straight, tall, and relaxed stance.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:180%;" ><span style=";font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" ><strong>My positive stance acted as a shield against their negativity</strong></span>!</span><span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><strong>In fact, it may well have acted as a subtle, but positive influence upon them.<br /></strong></em></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p> A great benefit is that physical alignment and conscious relaxation helps prevent, minimize, and address many common health concerns caused by repetitive motions, slouching, and neck/shoulder tension.<span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Here is a sample exercise for improving posture:</span> </p><o:p></o:p>Start to build your awareness and attention by doing a self-check at least once every hour throughout your day, and especially when you are doing things that are routine, boring, or irritating for you. When you check in, notice your current mood and thoughts, and then observe the following:<br /><br /><ul><br /><br /><li><o:p></o:p>How are you standing, moving or sitting?</li><br /><br /><li>What is happening with your head position, your shoulders and your back?<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><o:p></o:p></li><br /><br /><li>What is happening with your arms and legs?</li><br /><br /><li>How does what you are feeling translate into your body position?</li></ul><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Once you have your baseline, make a change such as bringing your back to a straight position with shoulders back, adjusting your chin, bringing your eyes up, <span style="font-size:0;"></span>unclenching hands, uncrossing legs or arms, or relaxing your facial muscles.<br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><strong>Hold the change for at least three breaths</strong>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><em>Notice how you feel</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:0;"></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><span style="font-style: italic;">Remember, up to 90% of how people evaluate what is happening in face-to-face communication is based on body language. This means it is not what you say, but the way that you say it and not what you do, but the way that you do it that is most effective.</span><span style="font-size:0;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> </span></span></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">So friends, try this out and write to me and let me know what you noticed and how things changed for you. I am certain it will be quite an eye opener (especially during those deadly dull meetings)! <span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Warm Regards,</p>Cinda<br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p></div>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-47355046271642168532008-03-21T07:55:00.000-07:002008-03-21T13:20:07.905-07:00How to Recover Your "Self" After Surviving Abuse<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7k1HD-iB9ztEYqyFYK0FqOXH4rESKweAulKZqIfR6EOyM_OpO3nYhfGNsHUwJpnFPR6XAyQvniXTl3-c1jKwZUKmM00qrnodld5DARA16bfGRSSre3RFEmwKd5aOMrLn9luF4xrfjcODd/s1600-h/The+Horror+Of+War.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5180291800663856626" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7k1HD-iB9ztEYqyFYK0FqOXH4rESKweAulKZqIfR6EOyM_OpO3nYhfGNsHUwJpnFPR6XAyQvniXTl3-c1jKwZUKmM00qrnodld5DARA16bfGRSSre3RFEmwKd5aOMrLn9luF4xrfjcODd/s200/The+Horror+Of+War.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal">Dear Readers:</span></em><br /><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"></span></em><br /><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;">So, you have survived an abusive situation.</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"></span></em><br /><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal">Whether the situation was of short or long duration, you are left with often a shaky sense of self and conflicting feelings.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>You have experienced some of the worst aspects of life and are now <em>working to discover or rediscover the best aspects</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></span></em><br /><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"></span></em><br /><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><strong>Remember</strong>: While you are going through this process, do not expect to stop being fearful, just expect to <em>stop letting fear control you</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Let your fear, along with your shame, doubt, and guilt teach you instead.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>They were all created from imprints and patterns of experiences that need to be re-examined and put through your own truth filter.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></span></em>These reactions were put in place to help you survive, cope, and manage overwhelmingly negative input. They are not "bad", they have a function.<br /><br />They are just <em>overdeveloped, overused, and no longer needed to be the leader of your</em> <em>mental/emotional gang</em>. Let's get the emotional/mental leaders in place that help you and those around you to thrive, and give them the attention and intention that they need to <em>support your goals and life purpose. </em><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#990000;">Negativity and violence are indeed a great problem in the world</span>:<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Right now, awful things are happening.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>It is foolish to ignore them.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>However, it is equally foolish to indulge your unhappiness or fear about them.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>I don’t advocate naivete and assuming only good actions from others, because that mindset will not prepare you for the challenges you meet.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>It is useless to pretend everything is all okay, but it is <em>very useful</em> to realize there’s <span style="color:#3366ff;">a lot that is going well</span>, and that you can <span style="color:#3366ff;">contribute to and help grow what is already good,</span> and work to create something even better. <span style="font-size:0;"></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">You can learn ways to discover and cultivate the seeds of positive growth within yourself and others.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Because RIGHT NOW good things are also happening right beside the bad stuff.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>While suffering is rampant, love is too.<span style="font-size:0;"> Which energy do you want to feed? How will your suffering help anyone, including yourself, make a positive impact in the world?<br /></p></span><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p></o:p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal">As you begin to break away from the burden of the abusive experiences and find out what to let go of and what you have learned that can move you forward in your life, there are several questions that will help you get into the <strong>self-determination mindset</strong>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>To do this exercise, you need to honestly look at your whole self <em>without judgment of thoughts, feelings, actions, and appearance.<o:p></o:p></em></span></em></p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><o:p></o:p></span></em><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal">Get paper or start a document on the computer and write down your answers to the following questions – don’t edit yourself at first, just let it flow out because your first unedited responses are you automatic/unconsciously based ones.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Later you can review, reflect and add, but at first just write whatever comes out:</span></em><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><o:p></o:p></span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal;font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;" >*What did I believe or know to be true about myself before the abusive experience(s) ?</span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal;font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;" >*Are all these things still true?</span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="font-size:130%;">*What is still the same as it was before?<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="font-size:130%;">*What is different than it was?<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="font-size:130%;">*What is new?<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></em></p><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">*Does someone else's expressing conflict or anger trigger me more or less than it did before?</span> </span></p><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">*Does someone else’s negativity get me down more or less than it did before?</span></p><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">*What triggers my anxiety or depression?</span></p><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">*What triggers my happiness or sense of fulfillment?</span></p><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">*What do I want to strengthen in myself?</span></p><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">*What do I want to release in myself? </span></p><br /><p><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="font-size:130%;">*What is my first step toward healing?<o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">You have an <em><span style="color:#3366ff;">inner knowing</span></em> that is often hidden by all the layers of patterns that have developed in defense and fear over the years.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>It may be deeply buried, but it is still a spark that can be kindled into a full-blown, life-affirming flame.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>You have the power to be yourself, fully and authentically blossoming and growing. <span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><em>Let no one, especially yourself, tell you otherwise</em></strong></span>. </p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><o:p></o:p>When you are feeling discouraged, remember these quotes from amazing women who discovered their true selves and achieved their personal goals despite great obstacles: <span style="font-size:0;"></span><o:p></o:p></span></em></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Buddhist Nun Pema Chodron</span> “Fear is a natural reaction to moving closer to the truth.”<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></em></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Helen Keller</span> “Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.”<span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span></span></em></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Let your fear be part of the process.<br /></p><em></em><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN" style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>As a reader of this blog, please note that the advice and information given by me as a lifestyle and wellness trainer does not treat mental disorders as defined by the American Psychiatric Association or medical disorders as defined by the American Medical Association. Life and wellness instruction and coaching are not a substitute for medical care, psychotherapy, mental health care, or substance abuse treatment. If you have ongoing medical and/or mental health issues, you should be in ongoing contact with medical and/or mental health professionals.</strong></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN" style="color:#000000;"><o:p><em><strong>-</strong> Cinda</em></o:p></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN" style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN" style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;"><o:p>[Douglas Castle contributed to the editing of this article.]</o:p></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN" style="font-size:10;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><em><span style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><o:p></o:p></span></em></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p></div>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-74727308764393233162008-02-09T14:50:00.000-08:002009-09-29T13:41:09.642-07:00Gain Victory Over Your Experience of Abuse<p class="MsoNormal">Dear Readers:</p><p class="MsoNormal">Do you have a history of abuse? There are ways to avoid the guilt and shame trap that is too often a result of such experiences.<br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">The more you are able to release the shame and guilt which you have stored from the abuse you have experienced (any kind, any level), the more free you will be to discover your purpose and start living it! </p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>It can be crippling to hold onto the shame from not having known how to stop abuse, not stopping it sooner/soon enough, or having participated in your abuse out of fear, financial insecurity, misplaced love or misplaced trust and loyalty.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>We may have intense guilt if others were hurt along with us, if we feel we didn't protect who we wanted to, or if we closed our eyes, ears and hearts to what was happening.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Regret, pity, apathy, despair.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>None of these feelings or attitudes work toward solution or victory from your history.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>You are more than your past and you can use its lessons to shape your future, instead of destroying it.<span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal">One of the first exercises you can use is to purposefully cultivate your awareness and assessment skills of the abusive tactics so you recognize them in action.<br /></p><span style="font-weight: bold;"><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><span style="font-size:180%;">THE DYNAMICS OF ABUSE<br /></span><br /></span></div></span><b><span style=";font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:12;" ><o:p></o:p></span></b><o:p></o:p><span style="font-weight: bold;"><p><span style="font-size:180%;">What is Abuse?</span></p></span><span style="font-size:180%;"> <o:p></o:p><span style="font-size:130%;">Abuse is use of the tactics listed below to control you or to "keep you <em>in line</em>":</span></span> <p></p><ul><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Coercion, threats and intimidation </span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Emotional manipulation - taking advantage of your lack of knowledge, love for them, shyness, etc to keep you dependent upon them. </span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Social isolation – keeping you away from your support system.</span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Economic abuse – taking advantage of financial dependence, lack of job training and skills, withholding money.</span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Using male or cultural privilege to keep you in “your place.” </span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Using children and fear of their wellbeing to keep you “in line.”</span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Using force in sexual actions and sense of entitlement to <em>your </em>body.</span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Using force in physical actions and sense of entitlement to <em>your</em> body.<o:p></o:p></span></tt></span></li></ul><pre><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><b><i><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><br />Progression of Abuse<br /><br /></span></i></b></tt><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Abusers up the ante from psychological to physical abuse if you don't obey. Sporadic and unpredictable use of the above tactics, especially the physical violence, is key to <em>keeping you afraid to leave</em>.<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL</span><o:p></o:p></span></tt></span><tt><span style=";font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:12;" ><o:p><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span></o:p></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><i style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">During The Relationship</span></i></span></tt><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"> – these tactics are used to steadily erode confidence, body image, self esteem, support system, and eliminate alternatives to the relationship.</span></tt></span></pre><pre><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" >LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span></pre><pre><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><o:p><strong><em>After Separation - </em></strong>the most dangerous (and potentially lethal) time period of all...the abuser is most likely to aggressively retaliate against you and all that you value in your life.</o:p></span></tt></span></pre><pre><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><tt style="font-weight: bold;"><o:p> </o:p></tt><tt><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span></span></tt></span></pre><pre><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><o:p> </o:p></span></tt></span></pre><div style="text-align: left;"><pre style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;font-family:times new roman;"><tt><span style=";font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:12;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:180%;">The reasons people stay with abusive partners are FEAR-BASED.<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL</span><br /></span></span></span></tt><span style=";font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:12;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><br />For Example:</span> </span></span></span><em style="font-family: arial;"><strong></strong></em><em><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><br /></span></span></strong></em></pre><ul><li><em><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Fear of losing support systems;</span></span><o:p></o:p></span></strong></em></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;">Fear because of being isolated physically & emotionally;</span></strong></em></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;"></span><span style="font-family:times new roman;">Fear you are wrong about abuser (he's just misunderstood, lonely) and hoping</span> <span style="font-family:times new roman;">for change;</span><o:p style="font-family: times new roman;"></o:p></strong></em></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;">Economic pressures - no money, housing, education, job</span></strong></em></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;">Family pressure to stay, and being ostracized for</span></strong></em></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;">leaving;</span></strong></em></span></li><li><em><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"></span><span style="font-size:100%;">Lack of information - don't know how to leave, or what help is available;</span></span></strong></em></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><strong>Love of partner and hope- remembering how abuser used to be or seeing their potential to change;</strong></em></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><strong>Feel you are not "good enough" if alone;</strong></em></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><strong><span style="font-weight: bold;">Fear of retaliation;</span><em><strong> </strong></em></strong></em></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Threats to safety of self and others;<o:p></o:p></em></strong></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Fear of losing children;</em></strong></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Fear of no help from the criminal justice system;</em></strong></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Fear no one will believe;</em></strong></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Fear of being deported;</em></strong></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Fear of being alone or single;</em></strong></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Fear of not being desired by anyone else;</em></strong></span></li><li><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>Fear of losing "invested time".</em></strong></span></li></ul></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p><o:p></o:p></span><br /><o:p></o:p></div><pre style="font-family:times new roman;"><o:p><span style="font-size:130%;"><em><strong></strong></em></span></o:p></pre><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:times new roman;" ><o:p><em></em></o:p></span><tt style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><o:p><em><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >To Avoid The Guilt and Shame of Abuse History, Remember:</span></em></o:p></span></tt><br /><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><o:p></o:p></span></tt></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><pre><span style="font-size:100%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-size:130%;">ABUSIVE VIOLENCE IS A CHOICE <st1:street st="on"><st1:address st="on"><br />A METHOD </st1:address></st1:street>TO CONTROL YOU AND YOUR RESPONSE</span><o:p></o:p></span></tt></span></pre><pre><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Anger <em>does not cause violence<o:p></o:p></em></span></tt></span></pre><pre><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Alcohol and drugs <em>do not cause violence <o:p></o:p></em></span></tt></span></pre><pre><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Stress <em>does not cause violence (or he'd be abusing his boss, too)<o:p></o:p></em></span></tt></span></pre><pre><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Your actions, thoughts and words do not cause your abuser's violence<o:p></o:p></span></tt></span></pre><pre><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><o:p> </o:p>These factors can be </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >triggers </span><span style="font-size:130%;">to violent behavior, but are always the abuser's CHOICE.<br /></span><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></tt></pre></div><div style="text-align: center;"><pre><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-size:180%;"><o:p> </o:p><strong><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" >THE ABUSER WANTS YOU TO FEEL THERE IS NO CHOICE OR ALTERNATIVE </span><o:p></o:p></strong></span></span></tt></pre></div><ol><li><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-size:180%;"><o:p></o:p><span style="font-size:100%;">Abusers depend on your fear controlling your behavior.</span></span></span></tt></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Abusers depend on your loyalty and that it will outweigh your desire to change the situation.<o:p></o:p></span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Abusers depend on your ignorance or fear of options.<o:p></o:p></span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Abusers depend on your optimism that they can change.<o:p></o:p></span></tt></span></li><li><span style="font-size:130%;"><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';">Abusers depend on your unconditional "love," while theirs is <em>extremely conditional.<o:p></o:p></em></span></tt></span></li><li><tt><span style=";font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Abusers work at destroying your identity as anything separate from them to make controlling you easier.</span><br /></span><br />NEXT POST - <em><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">HOW TO RECOVER YOUR "SELF" AFTER SURVIVING ABUSE.<br /></span></em><br />- Cinda </span></tt><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span></li></ol><tt><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';"></span></tt><div style="text-align: center;"><pre><tt><span style=";font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:12;" ><br /><br /><br /></span></tt></pre></div><div style="text-align: left;"><tt><br /><br /><br /><span style=";font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:12;" ><o:p></o:p></span></tt></div>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-87593903358880451132007-12-30T10:31:00.000-08:002007-12-31T13:16:18.357-08:00CREATING YOUR INTERNAL LOCUS OF CHOICE AND CONTROL<span style="color:#000000;">Dear Readers:</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">PAIN AVOIDANCE</span>/<span style="color:#3366ff;">PLEASURE SEEKING</span></strong><br /><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal">In general, we seek to feel good and to avoid feeling bad.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>We make choices based on the probability we believe that they will either make us feel better, or avoid our feeling worse.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>The problem with the way we tend to do this, is that we primarily look <em>outside ourselves</em> and use our choices seeking to control our environment and others.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal">We think that if we control others, control the circumstances, we can avoid encountering undesirable stimuli and be provided desirable stimuli.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><em>We place the locus of control <span style="color:#ff0000;">outside</span> of ourselves</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>We wait to be presented with things to make us happy and try to set things up so we don’t encounter those things that make us feel bad.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>And in doing this, we position ourselves for repeated frustration, disappointment and suffering.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">It can actually be very freeing to realize that the only thing we “control” is ourselves.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>As part of a large dynamic system of life, we influence and are a part of co-creating external reality; however, the only piece we alone are in charge of is ourselves.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">No matter how any situation or person has impacted us, we are still responsible for our choices</span>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>These choices may be made under duress, or unconsciously, but we alone make them.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>And, our choices are always made within a dynamic relationship with others whom they impact.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Every action ripples into the world and influences things, sometimes subtly, sometimes obviously.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Choice is intimately wrapped with uncertainty, unpredictability and change.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>You can always choose your own words and actions, <strong>but you never choose what others do in response</strong>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal">With any choice,there is always the possibility of consequences that you cannot predict. Risk and uncertainy are the norm, and must be accepted, as well as expected.<span style="font-size:0;"></span><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Life is always happening and changing, independent of our likes and dislikes. The more time we spend trying to direct and control external circumstances and people to fit our ideas of how life “should” be, the more overwhelmed and inadequate we feel. <?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p>Many times</o:p>, when we realize that we don’t directly control circumstances outside ourselves we feel powerless and defeated.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>When we feel powerless, our belief in the importance and efficacy of our choices shrinks, and we become depressed.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:0;"></span></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>When our efforts to find something “outside” of us that can make us feel more worthy, adequate and loved don’t work anymore, we become depressed.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Depression is a sense of scarcity, in self or in the environment, that leads us to feel as if <em>no matter <strong>what</strong> we do, there just isn’t enough</em> <em>of what is needed to fix the problems we encounter</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>There are two basic ways we experience depression, which are really two perspectives arising from the same source:<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>1) The lack is seen in one’s self.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>We are flawed, needing to be "fixed"<span style="font-size:0;">; and </span>2) the lack is in others, or in the environment’s inability to fix the problem to accommodate our needs.</p><p class="MsoNormal">Whether the lack is seen in ourselves and our innate ability to feel fulfilled, or in the ability of the external environment to provide fulfillment, we say to ourselves “I’ll never be fulfilled.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Either because I’m worthless, or nothing will ever fulfill me because it’s worthless." <span style="font-size:0;"></span></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><span style="font-size:130%;">With all this uncertainty, the consistency of food, its flavor and comfort it brings, are predictable, and we seek it like a lifeline. Food feels like something we have some control over, and the type of fulfillment it provides is satisfying and temporarily fills the physical aspect of our sense of emptiness. </span></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>If depression is about the feeling of scarcity, it makes sense that one of the most commonly chosen legal substances we use to treat our depression is food.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Feeling full, sated and warm is equated with abundance and happiness.</p><br />***<span style="color:#3366ff;">Here is a simple 5- minute energy boosting meditation exercise which you can use that helps you to create, from your internal resources, that wonderful warm, and abundant feeling that might have thought that only a good meal could bring. </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><ul><br /><li>Get into a comfortable position (seated or lying down).</li></ul><p> </p><ul><br /><li>Close your eyes if you are in a place where that is okay to do. Otherwise, pick a focus spot on the wall or horizon to place your gaze.</li></ul><p> </p><ul><br /><li>Begin noticing your breath and how it moves in your body - do this for at least three breaths.</li></ul><p> </p><ul><br /><li>Begin noticing your entire body head to toe - how you feel, and how the environment feels around you - any sounds, smells. Do this for at least three breaths. </li></ul><p> </p><ul><br /><li>Once you can feel really "in" your body, you are ready to move on to the next step.</li></ul><p> </p><ul><br /><li>Inhale, and imagine that you are bringing in sustenance. Give this sustanance a color that you associate with feeling happy and satisfied, or a word that makes you feel good, or a musical tone that makes you smile. Feel it come in and fill you with what you need.</li></ul><p> </p><ul><br /><li>Exhale, and imagine you are releasing whatever you don't need, whatever doesn't sustain or help you in your life. Feel it leave you as a color, word or sound as well. </li></ul><p> </p><ul><br /><li>At each subsequent inhalation of breath, <em>let what you are bringing in fill the empty spaces left by what you release on each exhalation.</em></li></ul><p><em> </em></p><ul><br /><li>Imagine your body becoming filled with what helps you and emptied of what doesn't. </li></ul><br /><br /><p>You can do this before you eat to help you to eat less, but with more true pleasure, or after a difficult emotional or physical encounter in order to regain your equilibrium. </p><br /><br /><p>Let me know how this works for you. Happy New Year.</p><br /><br /><p><br />--Cinda</p><p><span style="font-size:78%;">This article was edited by Douglas Castle.</span></p><br /><br /><p><br /></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style="font-size:0;"></span></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-42636456720567769572007-11-09T20:06:00.000-08:002007-11-12T12:06:10.362-08:00Pattern Disruption – Harnessing the Power of Pausing and Choosing<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUmcIITxNnT0g9-tx6IxQlkgtFyXXGS0Mq4NBnV36JR53Aq915UvOm2gI-4R5eKSNBJkJDlF2YJYKpOwUPCIpqB4HtgKL8jOBy4PidamUl4J04PJhLaHdrJNrfqwxvMP1vX3VwTd7HSeDA/s1600-h/The+chess+finalists..bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132044997004676466" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUmcIITxNnT0g9-tx6IxQlkgtFyXXGS0Mq4NBnV36JR53Aq915UvOm2gI-4R5eKSNBJkJDlF2YJYKpOwUPCIpqB4HtgKL8jOBy4PidamUl4J04PJhLaHdrJNrfqwxvMP1vX3VwTd7HSeDA/s200/The+chess+finalists..bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p>Dear Readers:</o:p></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">In the last post, we discussed <em>pattern development</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Now we are going to explore <em>pattern disruption</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>The choice to follow the pattern you know, or to break it resides in the pause between the stimulus that triggers the desire to overeat, and your response.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><span style="color:#3366ff;"><i>It feels compulsive, so how can unhealthy eating ever be a choice</i>?<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Let’s use the example of touching a hot object on the stove.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">In some circumstances, where we can see that removing our hand would cause a worse consequence (such as spilling boiling water all over ourselves), <span style="font-size:0;"></span>we can override our instinctive reaction to remove our hand.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>We can break the pattern because we are able to make a conscious choice.<br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">In other situations, the heat stimulus feels so great and startling that we simply remove ourselves from the source as quickly as possible, not even considering other possibilities.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">We react automatically. We go with our conditioning, and sometimes this works out, and sometimes doesn't. If we are conditioned to go on a brisk walk when we are upset, it can often help, but if our conditioning says to eat a gallon of ice cream...well that gets rid of the immediate feeling but has some unpleasant long-term consequences!<br /></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Occasionally, the heat stimulus could come as a surprise. When we are very shocked, we can become immobile for a moment.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Then, once we regroup from our confusion, we burst into action, usually the conditioned response. An everyday example of this temporary paralysis is to overeat after we have experienced feeling indecisive and uncertain in a new situation. </span><o:p><br /></o:p></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">What state of mind makes the difference in which response is picked?<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>What makes us able to override our instinctual response versus fleeing thoughtlessly from the stimulus, or becoming frozen in shock?<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>What makes us choose consciously?</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><u><strong>Belief does.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Belief in the possibility of choice</strong></u>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Our belief in options leads us to making a conscious choice.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Our belief we have no viable options leads us to feeling trapped in the experience, helpless to change it.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>When we operate on the belief there is only one option, no options, or no viable options, then whatever our default mode is becomes our reaction.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Awareness of options opens us up to new actions.<br /></span></p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in"><span style="font-size:0;"></span><br /><o:p></o:p>Belief in some level, however small, of choice or option, no matter what the circumstances are, creates a feeling of internal power that calms the initial panic/auto pilot reaction to undesirable stimuli.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Disbelief in choice creates a feeling of either denial (i.e. this can’t be happening because I don’t want it to) or powerlessness and resignation to the undesirable stimuli.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in"><i><br />Here is the mindset, which you can train yourself to use, that will allow you to exercise your choice, rather than following your compulsion</i>: **<br /><b><br />You must believe that in every situation, no matter how dire, there is some level of choice.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></b>Even when you feel there are no choices you like or want to choose, you still can choose your attitude about being in a situation that is not in your control.<br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in"><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>EXERCISE YOUR POWER TO CHALLENGE YOUR CONDITIONING.</strong></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in"><br />Exercising choice of attitude challenges our conditioning. Try having awareness of choice in attitude when you are experiencing an everyday frustration where you feel trapped, for example a traffic jam.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">There is so much you can't do to change it...but what can you do to change you?<br /></span></p><b><span style="font-size:0;"></span><o:p></o:p></b><br /><p class="MsoNormal">There is one rule here: <b>don’t try to control how you feel</b>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Feelings are natural - <span style="font-size:0;"></span>they ebb, flow and change.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>The only thing you need to do in these exercises is acknowledge your feelings.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>These exercises are focused on learning to take charge of your choices, not judging yourself for having feelings.<span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>EXERCISE YOUR POWER TO PAUSE.</strong></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">When you become triggered into overeating, extend the pause before you respond.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Take at least a minute, attention turned inward, and observe what the impulse is about without judgment.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Looked at compassionately, you will watch it change.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Just acknowledge what's happening. No denial, no indulgence.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>You don’t have to feed it.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>You don’t have to starve it.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Pause and reflect.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>It may feel urgent, but given some time, the urgency will diminish.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>It may be a comforting habit, but given some time, the need for a particular eating routine will lessen.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></p><o:p></o:p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>EXERCISE YOUR POWER TO CHOOSE.</strong></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Search outside your comfort zone for choices that will help you, even if you don’t “feel” like doing them.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>New habits take repetition to instill, so be patient as you unlearn and relearn new, healthier response patterns.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><span style="font-size:0;"></span>Make a list of choices ahead of time, when you aren’t feeling so overwhelmed.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Carry the list around, review it, add to it, refine it. Carry the list around, add to it, and review it. Practice choosing something different than what you always do when you feel bad. Because it is not yet a habit, it may initially cause restlessness, agitation, or discomfort. If so, again practice the pause to help you stay longer each successive time in the new activity. Practice choosing something different.<br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>If you have trouble seeing your choices, I suggest you read Victor Frankl’s classic book, “Man’s Search for Meaning.” It is an inspiring story of how someone in a concentration camp faced with horrific imprisonment found small ways every day to choose how to live in a situation of apparent powerlessness and despair.<span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:0;"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><strong>Notice your pattern, acknowledge your triggers, create a pause before doing, and exercise your power of choice.<br /></strong></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">You have far more power to live a fulfilling life than you realize or have ever used. It does, however, take practice! </p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-BOTTOM: 12pt">These three simple exercises are amazingly powerful if practiced regularly. Let me know what you think and how it works for you. Post here or to my email: <a href="mailto:cindahocking@yahoo.com">cindahocking@yahoo.com</a>.</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-BOTTOM: 12pt">--Cinda<br /></p><?xml:namespace prefix = u1 /><u1:p></u1:p><br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>Next Post:</strong> Choice and Consequences - Creating Your Internal Locus of Control</span></p><span style="font-size:85%;">**Depression ranges on a spectrum from simple to complex, from mild to severe. These exercises are most effective when you are feeling mild to moderate, more simple depressive situations, but they are also good tools that can be integrated with other treatments.<br /></span><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style="font-size:0;"></span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span></p>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-17581868553077977812007-10-16T09:36:00.000-07:002007-10-22T16:20:59.530-07:00THERE'S A PATTERN HERE<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUCWMknJlGD4PorJF-uqi6P5ccqCT6h3gVuw-UtWfaMe8FCQ-vxuEV-esHd-M7XID6Q0ADY5t5BVRaMPF9wpk17Md7eghMzUxRL9cSjQBPpQcFdhKexq0b4UfVLUVsaSa12saRjCmatVpX/s1600-h/tapestry.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5122006852916077586" style="margin: 0px 0px 10px 10px; float: right;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUCWMknJlGD4PorJF-uqi6P5ccqCT6h3gVuw-UtWfaMe8FCQ-vxuEV-esHd-M7XID6Q0ADY5t5BVRaMPF9wpk17Md7eghMzUxRL9cSjQBPpQcFdhKexq0b4UfVLUVsaSa12saRjCmatVpX/s200/tapestry.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Dear Readers:</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">In order to begin to get a handle on the relationship between eating and depression, you must first look at the concept of <em>patterns</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Patterns permeate our experience.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Rituals, musical rhythms and seasonal changes are familiar patterns which give us a sense of belonging and predictability.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Patterns can be a source of comfort when they create a feeling of order, influence, control, or mastery in an area of our lives.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>We feel more competent, confident, and safe when we focus on that which repeats and is repeatable. I think of a pattern as a blueprint or an outline, there are individual characteristics adding variety, but the same general pattern exists in the ways that living things are structured, the matter they are composed of, and how they function.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></p><o:p></o:p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Patterns Create a Feeling of Safety Because They Provide Predictability </span></p><o:p></o:p><o:p></o:p>We make choices continuously about what to do or say in the interval between <em>receiving a</em> <em><strong>stimulus</strong></em> and <em>providing a <strong>response</strong></em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Behavior patterns develop initially through trial and error, as we learn that a particular response is successful in creating a desired outcome or avoiding an undesired outcome.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>A mostly successful response will be repeated and is easily chosen when seemingly similar situations arise. Some patterns can serve us well in circumstances requiring survival or quick reactive physical skills.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>However, there are many times when a particular response is no longer useful, appropriate, or even a good choice... yet we <em>still tend to hang</em> <em>on to it</em>.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Learned reactions can take on a rigidity after repetition that makes it more and more difficult to choose something different.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>These patterns then become our default mode or autopilot when we are overwhelmed or flooded with emotion.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>This is seen most often when the trigger for a particular stimulus is especially sensitive.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Then we become stuck and enmeshed in our learned groove.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>We are especially prone to fall back on our learned patterns in times of crisis, when we are feeling unworthy or inadequate, or have deep uncertainty about our choices.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span></p><br /><p style="font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Eating - A Necessary </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">Pattern for Survival </span><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Eating is necessary for life and is a basic primal need. It is a deeply ingrained pattern.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>It starts in infancy when our need for sustenance is consistently met, inconsistently met, or usually not met.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Nourishment develops as a both source of feeling comforted, safe and loved, and also as a battlefield where control and influence are exerted.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Punishment and reward can be doled out in the form of food and <em>food becomes a powerful weapon in control</em>. <span style="font-size:0;"> </span>Food is one of our first experiences of something “external” that we need in order to be okay, to feel better... to experience pleasure.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>We equate food with feelings of abundance and relaxation, or scarcity and anxiety.</p><o:p></o:p>Our relationship with food is linked with feelings of safety, control, and mastery.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>In healthy and unhealthy ways, we use food to create feelings of fulfillment, abundance, and to avert our sense of scarcity.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>When we do not feel safe, when we are bombarded from without and within with messages of our inadequacy or unworthiness, we seek that which will help us feel better and be more in charge of our lives. We look to increase the frequency, intensity and duration of whatever appears to help us feel safe, influential, adequate and worthy.<span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:0;"><br /></span></p><o:p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Depression - A Pattern of Feeling Overwhelmed, Inadequate and Unworthy </span><br /></o:p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">Depression is characterized by an accumulation of feelings of scarcity, lack of meaning, and loss of control or influence.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>When we eat to relieve, cover, or gain a sense of control, we can see that we are seeking a way to treat our depression.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>This creates a call and response pattern that is especially hard to break because eating is not optional. However, <em>how and what we eat is</em> <em>changeable, as is how and what we do to manage our symptoms of depression</em>. We will explore the more promising and proactive options in the next posts.<br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight: bold;">NEXT POST – <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Breaking the Eating/Depression Pattern</span></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight: bold;"></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight: bold;">--Cinda</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight: bold;"></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-weight: bold;"></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-16294607760669970312007-10-07T20:06:00.000-07:002007-10-09T17:13:55.609-07:00THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN DEPRESSION, EATING AND WEIGHT ISSUES<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdIGGwnZ5VVN3UMWBsrWR1ddc_MFgifFwm2QdJeMJia0JhZ_Du-vlAuaTtE3h5z8iNAoHUfsoKx09hCzIlIe3mk-tjgvldGDQbabIbsUDVxsWBHSzMoqWf4RGsRbNSdXrKdcNuAK-fI6e7/s1600-h/pic19426.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5119494614875497474" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdIGGwnZ5VVN3UMWBsrWR1ddc_MFgifFwm2QdJeMJia0JhZ_Du-vlAuaTtE3h5z8iNAoHUfsoKx09hCzIlIe3mk-tjgvldGDQbabIbsUDVxsWBHSzMoqWf4RGsRbNSdXrKdcNuAK-fI6e7/s200/pic19426.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Dear Readers:<br /><br />There is significant evidence in multiple studies correlating emotional depression with eating and weight issues. Unfortunately, many healthcare and human services professionals who are working with individuals struggling with eating and weight concerns are unable to either identify or assist in addressing the coincident depression component.<br /><br />Depression and eating/weight concerns are both at near epidemic levels.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>I don’t know anyone whose life is not touched by them, in one way or another, with varying levels of intensity.<span style="font-size:0;"> </span>When dealing with this <em>devastating duo</em>, feelings of unworthiness, inadequacy, despair, lack of control, and hopelessness are common. <span style="font-size:0;"></span>People suffering from depression (in its many forms and variations) are overwhelmed, and are sick and tired of being sick and tired . Tired of feeling guilty, ashamed, anxious and of being maligned by other individuals, as well as by society as a whole.<br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p></o:p>I will be exploring the <em>vicious circle of this emotional-physical interrelationship</em> and offering suggestions regarding some of the ways by which the circle can be broken in a three-part series of articles, starting with next week's posting. </p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#ffffff;">LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL</span><br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><em>Some highlights –</em><o:p> </o:p></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">***How to recognize the symptoms of this devastating duo;</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">***Approaches to help identify the root causes of this syndrome;</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">***Ways to address the causes, as well as to alleviate many of the symptoms;<br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">***Eating to "feel better"... and when <em>eating actually makes you feel worse</em> - foods and food allergies that are shown to have effects on depressive symptoms;</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal">***Common "thinking traps" that deepen the relationship and tighten the evil circle between depression and eating/weight issues;</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#ffffff;">LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL </span>I look forward to sharing some ideas and insights in the hope it will provide encouragement to all of you and your loved ones who are supporting you as you battle these challenges.<br /><br />--Cinda<br /><br /><br /><br /></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p></div>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5545000683044543570.post-45225335404639653992007-09-01T19:41:00.000-07:002009-09-29T13:47:39.446-07:00POSITIVE MOTIVATION: A TOOL TO STOP THE RISE IN OBESITY!!!<p class="MsoNormal">Dear Readers:</p><p class="MsoNormal"> </p><p class="MsoNormal">A new report shows obesity rates <strong>still on the rise</strong>:</p><p class="MsoNormal"><?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p></o:p>Recently, a new <strong>RWJF</strong> (<em>Robert Wood Johnson Foundation</em>)- supported report from <strong>Trust for</strong> <strong>America’s Health (TFAH)</strong> stated that not only are we a nation with a significant obesity problem, but that despite what we know about ways to address the issue, obesity rates are still increasing.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>The study found that over the past year, obesity levels rose in 31 states and no state showed a decline.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>This disturbing trend is happening despite the large amount of media coverage and focus on weight-loss that exists in our society.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Many of us know what we could do, should do or what is best to do.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>However, doing it at all, not to mention with consistency, is the challenge! </p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Does our focus on actual weight loss, rather than healthy lifestyle choices, perpetuate the obesity trend?<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>We are constantly bombarded with guaranteed ways to lose weight fast.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Most of these short term solutions do very little to help people build a healthier lifestyle, so people see long term results.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Most diets are based on depriving yourself in ways that feel punishing, rigid or difficult to maintain.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>They feel too hard or complicated to do over time.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>I learned a simple truth a long time ago in social work school:<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span></p><ul><li>In order to make lasting change, people need to feel it is important to do AND that they can do it.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span></li><li>If you don’t think it is important and you don’t think you can do it, you don’t even try.</li><li>If you think it’s important but you can’t do it, you become discouraged.</li><li>If you think it isn’t important, but you could do it if you wanted to, then you lack motivation.</li><li>ONLY when sense of importance and a feeling of capability work together can it get done.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span></li></ul><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>However, there is one other key ingredient needed to make lasting changes.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Without it, you go back to your old habits.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">In order to actually reinforce the change, you need to have clarity about your desired outcome and the focus to maintain your attention on the actions needed to get there</span><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">.</span><span style="font-size:+0;"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"> </span></span>Without attention to goals and purpose of an action, we lose our intention.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Wherever attention goes, intention follows.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Without a way to remind ourselves regularly of all the compelling reasons to take better care of ourselves, we easily backslide.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>The tendency to return to the habits we know and are comfortable with is always there.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Life may not be better with our unhealthy habits, but it sure can seem easier to handle.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Eating familiar unhealthy food feels comforting.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Watching a show takes a lot less effort than exercising.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>BUT…<i>If you keep your focus on how healthy food choices and exercise add fulfillment to your life, then <strong>maintaining</strong> your desired lifestyle changes <strong>is</strong> possible.</i><span style="font-size:+0;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>The way I was able to overcome my weight problem, continue to maintain a healthy weight and make consistently healthy food choices, was to practice "moving meditation" - mind focus and clarity building techniques, integrated with martial arts movements.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>This combination helps me continue to keep taking good care of myself <em>without using negative motivators such as <strong>guilt</strong> or <strong>shame</strong></em>. <span style="font-size:+0;"></span><span style="font-size:+0;"></span>Moving meditation keeps me aware and able to avoid falling into my “habit energy” or "default mode".</p><p class="MsoNormal">We need to give ourselves enough reasons to make a lasting shift to take care of ourselves and make healthy choices.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>A desired change has to be more appealing than staying with what we already know and do automatically.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Support from loved ones, seeing positive examples, finding exercise you like, and availability of reasonably priced healthy food all help people feel more able and prepared to make the change.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span>Doing a physical activity with mind and breath focused provides a way to keep your attention on your goals and maintain your clarity of purpose while you get there.<span style="font-size:+0;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal">All the best!</p><p class="MsoNormal">--Cinda</p><p class="MsoNormal"> </p>Sifu Cinda Hockinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09698220911279101207noreply@blogger.com1